Something very odd happened today... I came home from work, and my PsychoKitty was in the living room again.... okay, I expected that.  What I DIDN'T expect to see was her FROLLICKING! Yes.  Frollicking.  (Spelled wrong but who cares!).  My evil, psychotic, spawn-of-Satan, mood-swinging, large-dog-scaring, mother-of-zillions-of-kittens, way-to-mature-for-toys, anti-social little Psychokitty, nicknamed "Kitty Capone" for her homicidal tendencies, was rolling around on the floor playing with a stuffed mouse. 

If you ever needed proof that strange things happen to females when it's their time of the month, I think this would single-handedly prove the theory. 

Yes, you read that right.  I don't have to work tomorrow, so from 9 PM tonight until abot 9AM Sunday, I am FREE!!!!  I plan to go to Kroger, buy OJ and casserole supplies, some throat lozenges, and then head HOME to change into JAMMIES!!!!!  Woooooo hoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I noticed today that I was sniffling worse again... by the time I got here at job #2, I had the full sore-throat/chills/sniffles thing going on.  I took 2 Comtrex nighttimes, so by the time I leave here I'll be in a lovely little daze! :)

Once I get home, I plan to stay up late, sleep late, and lay in bed and read at least for a while, whether I'm sick or not! I checked out some books about Native Americans and their art, so that'll be cool... I still have East of Eden, which I'm only about 3/4 of the way through.  Unbelieveable for a bookworm like me to have taken THAT long reading a book.  I also just started knitting a shawl... I did a practice start with the ugiest yarn on earth (what was I THINKING when I bought it?!), and it's working okay.  If I get a few rows farther with no problems, I'll start with real fabric! I'm excited about that... it is WAY better than a scarf! LOL  And I have two unwatched Star Trek TNGs at home waiting on me!  This weekend should be absolutely SPLENDID!

1 hour and 1 minute until my weekend starts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Howdy everyone!!  Sorry I didn't get anything spiffy scanned yesterday, by the time I got home from works, it was after 9PM.  I walked in, and my cat was in the living room! She'd previously been TERRIFIED of that room... but she was calmly sitting inside, waiting for me.  So, PsychoKitty and I had some quality time on the couch, her on my lap, finding interesting comments and pictures in magazines to use in future collages.  Great fun but not too productive LOL  (Tho poor Miss Psychokitty, who is currently in heat, would beg to differ with that statement LOL)

More problems at work... yesterday my boss gave me a huge lecture because I was only a minute early.  (well, like a minute 15 seconds early on the clock we use for time, but then he decided to use one on his computer that was 30 seconds faster... *sigh*)   I was amused at the time, especially when he accused me of "playing games" (Oh yeah, when I quit this job I'm sure Hasbro will be ALL about marketing it! Bwah-ha-ha)   So this morning, after getting up early, I get all ready to leave (5 minutes early) and can't find my keys ANYWHERE! So, finally used the spare car key, arrived at work 1 minute late (actually, less than a minute) and was greeted by the phrase "YOU'RE LATE!"  *sigh* Some days I wonder why I get out of bed, ya know?

I have figured out the reason for my main hesitancy for looking for a new job... Somewhere deep inside, in some completely logic-defying part of my heart, I hear a voice telling me that I deserve it.  I'm afraid that the voice is right... I'm not the perfect employee.    I play on the internet while I work, especially when I"m out of things to do.  I forget silly things. I make mistakes.  The voice tells me that I am the reason that I've had such horrible luck with bosses... that I drive them to it.  Totally not true, my brain knows it.... but my heart is afraid it's right.  Afraid I'll never be happy in a job just because I have too high of standards.  Afraid that the people who said I'm flighty, unstable, immature... are right. 

So how do you convert your heart to see truth?

Well everyone, I had promised myself that if I stayed faithful to the Artist's Way for the month, and had enough money saved to also pay my debt to 5/3 bank, I would buy myself a scanner.

So, as of today, I am the proud owner of a HP Scanjet 4370 which I am now madly in love with!

Tradition decrees though that the first image scanned onto any type of scanning/copying device must be something completely nutty, so I thought to myself "what can I scan that is totally nuts?"

Unfortunately the laws of physics decree that my butt is not a logical choice if I want my scanner to last past today.  Hahaha

So, I choose the next best thing:

The butt of my stuffed dragon puppet, Fredbert!!!!

Hahaha sorry, I had to do it! 

But, for those of you who are more serious about life... I'll have some art online soon.  I have my idea ready for MMM, I hope to create it while I'm at work tomorrow night.  So, soon you'll have all kinds of neat stuff being scanned into this little puter! :)

I also bought a spiral-bound sketchbook, and a new (much much better) wrist brace.  So, I'm really excited about those.

Well, I'm off to bed!

Hi everyone!

Thought I'd update you all on my life...

Went last night for the second time to the __________ Mentoring Center (city name is none-ya-biznes!)  to work with my little hillbilly ghetto kids (who were MUCH cleaner and better behaved this time!LOL).  Still getting into the groove of it, but now it's switching to Thursdays instead of Tuesdays.  So, we'll see if I'm able to get Thursdays off at job #2 so I can continue to work there. 

Confronted my resistance, and started working on my AW tasks last night.  Did task one and then went to bed. 

Joined two knitting projects! I'm pretty excited about those.

Had to wash my wrist brace last night so I'm hurting pretty bad today.  I probably won't be posting much, just bloghopping here and there.  Which is okay, cause I don't have many deep thoughts or adventures to share today anyway.  :)

(La Semana de Comida Mexicana!)

My goodness y'all!!!! Aren't we just t!e cullinary masters today?  TWO, count them TWO of my bloggin friends posted recipes for Mexican stuff today! 

(Note to AW Friends: JEENKIES! A Syncronicity!)

So, if you want to check out the recipes, you can look at them here are Jocelyns blog and Moni's blog.

Now I'm issuing a challenge... 

How about we all post our favorite mexican recipe on our blogs?  After you do it, leave a comment on my blog so we know you've got a recipe!

Here's my favorite: *putting on sombrero and some Mexican music as I demonstrate*

Flautas (prounounced like fl OW tas... like the kinda OW you say when you hurt yourself!)

1 package small corn tortillas (the white kind)
Grated or finely sliced cheese, any flavor but I like the white cheeses the best myself
Pre-cooked meat (chicken breast, hamburger, we even used hot dogs once!)
Vegetable Oil

First, put oil (about 1/8 an inch maybe?) in the bottom of a skillet.  I use a small skillet, it makes it easier.  Heat oil on low heat until the oil sizzles dramatically when you put a drop of water in it. 

Next, put a small row of meat & cheese towards one end of a tortilla.  Roll the tortilla up, as small as you can (You know, like kids roll up pieces of paper and then look out of them?) .

Being careful to prevent burns, put the flauta in the skillet.  When it's lightly browned, turn it.  Repeat for all sides. 

Take flauta out of the skillet, and place it on a paper-towel covered plate (to absorb excess grease).  When you have cooked as many flautas as you want, lightly salt them all, and then serve.

Troubleshooting:  If the flautas are soggy (gross!) your oil is not hot enough.  They should cook pretty quick if you want them to be nice and crunchy.

So what about you all? What's your fav Mexican dish?  Let us know!

And whether you give us a recipe or not, make sure you all go check out Jocelyn & Moni's blogs and give 'em some love okay?   I'll give you all a formal introduction to Jocelyn the next time I do a "Best new blogs I've found" post.  But for now, if you wanna get acquanted with her or re-acquanited with Moni and Baby Silas, you'll just have to go hop to their blogs! :)

Anyway, send in your mexican recipes folks!!!!!!!! lol

Yesterday I was happily browsing at Family Dollar after doing my artist date... and guess what I found?  A Star Trek episode VCR tape! How cool.  So, bought it as well as some hairthings, a car air-freshener (tropical scent) and some other things. 

Went home, and guess what was on the Sci-Fi channel?  A movie, Star Trek: First Contact!  It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO awesome, one of my favorites because it has the BORG! (You know, the people who say "I am Jana of Borg - prepare to be assimilated - Resistance is Futile")   So I watched it, loved it as usual...

And the Borg, as well as this blog post, made me think about my AW this week.  I don't have the book in here right now but I think chapter 3's focus was on anger.  (She discussed many topics in the chapter, but I think that was her focus?)  She had us focus on our childhoods, which for me the topic of "anger" goes well with focusing on my childhood.

So, I have had a lot of resistance already this week about doing my AW things... morning pages, tasks, everything.  I just really have no desire to rewind my life to the days of screaming voices, fear at home, torment at school, and all other such things.  None. 

I know I need to, I know I can't grow as an individual, as an "artistic-ish person", as a spiritually, or anything else really until I deal with some more sludge from the past... but I am really just NOT wanting to deal with it.  Can't I put it off? Hide from it a while? Trade chapters with someone else?  Trade CHILDHOODS with someone else? LOL

But, just as the Borg say, "Resistance is Futile."  I will probably become temporarily slightly emotionally unstable in the process, but it is necessary for that to happen in order for me to become more emotionally stable in the future.    I WILL do my morning pages this week, I WILL complete at least half of the tasks at the end of the chapter, and I WILL be glad I did after it's done!  

I wanted to let you all know that I seem to be having a flare-up of a carpel-tunnel type pain in my wrist, so I probably won't be on much in the next day or two.  I'm going to try and not use the wrist any more than is necessary until Monday. 

Have a great weekend everyone!!!

Here we go:

1. I did my morning pages all 7 days.  But, they weren't too helpful several of the days because I did them as a formality, doing like 1 page instead of 3. I think I saw how emotional I had gotten at the first of the week and decided to give myself a break.  I wasn't really surprised at anything i found myself writing, I'm always thinking about crazy stuff LOL

2.  I had a great artist's date, I already wrote about it.

3. Where there any other issues this week that you consider significant for your recovery?  Yes, I had two things that really impacted me.  The first was when my first arty thing went online... i hadn't expected to be that afraid of reactions.  I let it stay online though, and that's what REALLY matters.  I felt better for doing it, and i think next time i'll be less intimidated. 

Secondly, I finally "got" the concept of "Great Creator, I will take care of the quantity, You take care of the quality"  which basically means... I don't have to "work" so much at "getting good"  I can just relax and enjoy DOING whatever it is.  I can let anything artistic that I do be something I PLAY at, instead of work at.  And through that it'll become art without me knowing it.  I hope.  *smile*

I made my list of two goals of this week, then forgot about them.  I think they were to spend some time on the computer just MESSING.  Not on the net, not in a particular program... just open a program at random and see "Hmm, what happens if I press THIS button".  The other was probably either to work on my Spanish or Arabic.  Not sure.  *shrug* 

I also wrote out my three affirmations at the beginning of the week, and then forgot about them! lol

Made my "life pie."  Several pieces were not near where they should be... work, exercise were the lowest, play & spirituality were the highest.