Ugg.... I didn't realize how bad I'd been this week until it came time for the check-in.

1. How many days this week did I do morning pages?  one or two.  *shaking head*  I was reading in week 4's beginning (i have only read a little of it so far) about how "extreme emotions" can make you want to avoid the morning pages, and that really resonated with me.  The stresses of knowing I can't keep up these 2 jobs, not knowing what kind I want to look for, fearing that the new job I find will suck too... plus the fact that this chapter was on childhood... I seem to have hidden from my emotions this week. 

2. Yes I did my artists date this week, it was nice. I blogged about it earlier I think... or at least i meant to.  Anyway, I went to the Native American History Museum and it did DEFINATELY inspire me.  I have 4 books about Native American art/crafts to prove it! (All checked out from a woman working in the library, who is very into art, and who I DEFINATELY plan on chatting with more often!)

3. I experienced a little bit of syncronicity when I noticed that someone else (or actually a couple) were having a lot of reistance this week. 

4. Were there other issues this week?   Hmm.... no good ones.  I loved Melba's idea for MMM this week, it went perfectly with our chapter... I had this vision in my mind of what I wanted my MMM to be... a Portrait of Jana at 12...  but I couldn't get it on paper.  I tried, and tried, and tried... I emerged a very frustrated person.  I hate not being able to put what's in my mind on paper!