Inside the Mind of the Jana
I am kinda in a quiet, introspective mood today (most likely the product of some nasty dreary weather outside my office window). So, I decided to open my mind and give you all a glimpse inside. I'm thinking today that:
I have nothing interesting to blog about. I work, I sleep, I work, I sleep... woo hoo, how interesting is THAT?! LOL
I'm proud of myself. My creation is proudly displayed on my blog. It started out with me sitting on the floor for hours, with a design in my mind that had the look of Melba's creations, and wording like something from Mrs. D's blog... and I got SO down and discouraged about it! Finally i took all the pieces, threw them in a drawers, and started again. To make MY creation! The result is 100% authentic Jana. It doesn't look like anyone else's, it isn't worded like anyone elses... but it's MINE, and it's ME, and that's OKAY. Being me isn't a BAD thing. (I think that's one of my new affirmations.) As Tinker would say, it's "wicked cool"! Especially the glitter. *cheesy grin*
I'm nervous... tonight I work with my "hillbilly ghetto kids". Will they like me? Will they hate me?
I am very scared. Anyone heard of ummm.... desk butt? (that's not what they call it here... LOL but ya know what I mean!) Anyway, it's what office workers get, makes their butt get big and flat. Just learned about it today, had to feel and make sure mine was still it's original shape! Hahaha
My scarf I'm knitting has SOOOOO many mistakes. LOL It's not going to be anyways NEAR the shape it should be. That's okay though, it's MY wierd-shaped scarf, and I'll hide it in my bottom dresser drawer with ummm... pride?
Posted at 02:38 pm by
JanaBanana